December 2011
3 posts
FFFFF
Everything’s happening all at once x.x
Stream of conciousness. All day errday.
November 2011
18 posts
LOL MBL
People so desperate for Tricia’s attention :b
This is really stupid ._.
I just played with EGInControl ._.
Day complete.
I should be able to take sound and make words :I
But then again, that’d make me AMAYZING which I most certainly am not. But really, just listening to this song, it’s like fft ft tst fft cah ft sssst ft ft fffft tstftftffststcahststfttftstsfffftstsacahcaftftffff D: BUT THAT DOESN’T CARRY THE SAME MEANING. Maybe I’ll learn to compose. Or maybe I’ll just grasp these words and throw them down.
IT’S SO WEIRD...
JGRISFHERSA
THERE’S A REASON WHY I SAVED ALL MY SHIT
BUT NOW MOM’S MAD AND THROWING A FIT
IF I REALLY WAS TRYING
WORDS WOULDN’T BE FLYING
BUT NOW I JUST MIGHT AS WELL QUIT D;
Adderall
whoa ._.
Well, since I'm not getting anything done...
Bran poop:
Something beautiful. That’s an excellent question. Something… beautiful. Something universally and truly and perfectly beautiful. I really can’t tell you what that is. I suppose I might say people, because really, nothing is more beautiful that the different ways in which the construction of the human mind can manipulate the world around them. But then, is it...
No shave November
I’m a fucking LUMBER JACK! FUCK YEAHHH RAWRRRRR
Weekend!
Not sure whether to be excited or terrifed :D:
Oh plushgun, you so nice ^^;
Birds o: →
Econ
I know you did really well :3 Study hard for tomorrow, mah niqqa ;D
Yeahhhh
starting to figure out how to work >:D
I... I.. I did work today...
It feels so good :D but so wrong too :[ but good. It was fucking hard xD
Girls....
Who only know one swear word >.>
“fuck you get the fucking fuck out of my fucking life fuckface.”
Really? Really?
WHAT THE FUUUUCK RITALIN
THIS ISN’T THE WORK I’M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING BUT POETRY’S HARD D:
The music maker makes the hearts held in his hands hope for a greater day; hands of hearts held together in prayer; hearts held together by the heartstrings tugged upon by greater harp thrumming hands of the masterful musician, iron silk-thread sewn between hope and despair; reality and real aleatory sewn into...
Derp
FFFFFF Ritalin makes it…. hard to talk to people x.x
One more thing before I go
I’ll see you again soon xD so don’t worry about me :3
But you will anyway, so here’s something for you.
I promise I will be safe, sound, and healthy. I promise I will carry on. I promise I will never forget you. (except when I’m feeling extra douchey) and I promise I’ll be back soon.
It's break time
Time for a break from life. A break from existence. Your kindness always helped, but these white pills aren’t kind. I’m kindof going to let them play with my mind and ruin me, so I may be rebuilt from the ground up. But to be broken, one must break themselves. I’ll be gone for a while. I love you. So much. I’ll talk to you in a few days. I’m gone for now....
October 2011
13 posts
Herp
And so I set you worrying again. Why can’t I manage anything else >.>
I
WILL
STOP
THIS
SHIT
because fuck you you’re not allowed to worry :c you’re too awesome to worry. And I’m too much of a disappointment. But not forever. Just for a little bit longer. I need time to get this shit sorted out :/
Stimulants
are honestly scarier than antidepressants.
Homework :I
Time to start. brb ritalin.
I'm never going to get anything done .___.
I keep pooping out Ideas D: it’s so hard :(
Hehehe. My poop is hard. LOL.
And this is why I’ll never get anything done :I but that’s hokei :D I can just keep writing. Words are weird and wonderful and special and fun and idek. yer.
I wonder
I wunder
I voondar
I wonder what life would be like without all the words we use today. You’d think it would be the same; just another language. But I don’t think so. I bet that it’d be different. Idk. Words are wonderful. And they suck. Such a silly artificial construct with the ability to make and break and bend and beat and hurt and help and HURRRG words.
Yay it's different now :3
^~^
Jk more text
UHNNNNNNNNNNN LIQUID HERO’S SO GOOOOOD 4
kbai
Posting... more?
Well the ritalin wore off and I can’t be bothered to do anything anyway. So Imma write this here. Imma try something. I’m just gonna like, not look at the screen and watch liquid Hero play, and just type and ramble and yeah. So if none of this makes sense or I say stupid stuff I’m sorry :c but yer.
HOKEI so, this chair is really soft. I sit in it backwards and stuff and...
Posting AGAIN again
:I also I’m sorry I’m a melodrama queen LOL I’ll stop being so melodrama? :D
Yeah. We’ll talk later about stuff :b
Posting again
I wonder if you follow this? Maybe. Maybe not. We’ll find out. You should let me know o: But I’ll ask you later on, since I don’t think you do ^^; I guess I came here to say hello. And to thought vomit. And to say sorry a bit. Idk. I guess I’ll start with sorry, since I don’t want to end like stupid and negative and yeah. I’m sorry I’m a downer....
DIAMOND YEAHHH
DIAMOND YEAHHHHH TOP 5%
YUH YUH YUH YUH YEAYUH
There. Post. No longer dead. K? k.